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The One With The Mixed Feelings

2009-05-16T23:48:00.002+08:00

So many things I don't want to let go and so many things I dare not try doing.

But if I don't try, I will not know how things will turn out.

I really need to go jog tomorrow for I have not jog for like 3 weeks or so. Getting fatter. And I need to jog to clear my mind.

I really want to know/wonder what will happen if I do try. If I give it a shot to make you and me work.

martin.

The One About My Life in Coldplay's Term

2009-05-10T18:47:00.003+08:00

Until I figure out how to write a note on facebook...

Using only song names from ONE ARTISTE, answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like, or more. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think.

My Pick: Coldplay!

Are you male or female: Spies

Describe yourself: Twisted Logic

How do you feel about yourself: Trouble

Describe where you currently live: In My Place

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Cemeteries Of London

Your favorite form of transportation: Speed Of Sound

Your best friend is: Death And All His Friends

Your favorite color is: Yellow (wow.)

What's the weather like: Daylight

Favorite time of day: Clocks

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Viva La Vida

What is life to you: Life In Technicolor

What is the best advice you have to give: Everything's Not Lost

If you could change your name, what would it be: Amsterdam

Your favorite food is: Strawberry Swing

Thought for the Day: What If?

How I would like to die: Swallowed In The Sea

My soul's present condition: Lost!

My motto: Till Kingdom Comes

martin. :). I hate people who went for the coldplay concert.

The One Where Time Flies

2009-05-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

Time flies pass so fast. It is already like the 7th week since I started the FDS course. Honestly, I cannot wait for it to end. I want to get over this 2 years as soon as possible and maybe I will be excited about university. Speaking of which...

I haven't receive any news from the universities (ie NTU and NUS). Are my results that bad?! HAHA. I think so. I don't know. I am more concern with doing well for my re-A-levels. (and people, I am not mad to retake my A levels. I know my "calculated university score" is good enough for whatever shit. but I HATE IT!). Then again, I am not studying well enough; rather, I am not studying at all so far. I better start studying. I want my AAAAA. Then I will try to get into LAW and suffer there and then. Must work hard, and understand the fact that hard work usually pay off in a long run and should not expect immediate results.

Anyway, I really want to join a church! FOR THE RIGHT REASON, SAM!

I swear, the next time I say "good morning, XXX" instead of "good evening, XXX". I will shoot myself with a gun.

martin.

The One With The Empty Wallet

2009-04-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

"If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home" -Fergie, "Glamorous".

Words of wisdom. I am seriously broke. It is very annoying to be unable to purchase anything. I should not go out and just stone at home or get stoned. (but that requires money)

Today was a wasted Sunday, mainly cause I didn't plan what to do today, but at least I did go to the gym in the morning. And I really should start studying for the A levels. Anyway, I was thinking, I really want to organise an OCIP with the rest of the AJ alumni people (those who are going to plan one). And if no one is going to organise one, I don't mind starting one with help from the experienced ones. Hmm. Considering.

The best thing about this week ahead is that I get to book out every night. Woohoo. But then again, it seems so troublesome. (esp without money to take the cab)

Oh, and I got Tap Tap: Coldplay. Very cool! (get it if you got an ipod touch or iphone)

Must try to be a better person. :)

you gave me strength to do it.

martin.

The One With The Easter Eggs

2009-04-12T17:41:00.002+08:00

Easter Sunday and yet I have to book in tonight. Annoyed. I must remember to bring the camp pass, although like no one realised that I didn't have it.

I realised that all the night snacks that we are given during the course is making me hungry at night cause my body is getting customised to the schedule. I will not eat any of the night snacks from now on. Screw the night snacks.

Today, my family went to church as one family for like the first time in many months. Everyone usually go for their own service timing, either with friends or with the remaining family member. Just a few days back, I was like questioning my mom on the purpose of going to church. Today, I realised that one of the "purpose" is to reflect on your week and what you have done, be it good or bad. So, like usual, I think about what I want in life, what do I seek, how I want my life to be in the next 5, 10 years. etc.

I came with this conclusion. To be extraORDINARY, you first have to be ORDINARY. whatever I was thinking, I have no idea. :)

Oh, I so cannot wait to book in. I really want to find out how mr. perfect skin gets this perfect skin. I must bring Twilight along to camp to read it. :)

"Boys play sports, Boys watch sports, Boys die listening to hardcore rock."

martin.

The One With The Annoying People.

2009-04-11T17:57:00.002+08:00

Annoying bitch, who were once my friends. No regards for anything else but their own convenience. One hour late and just didn't bother to look for me in the MRT station which I mentioned that that was where I was. Thanks alot. I don't even want to be around you all, so I decided to just leave even after waiting for an hour. What a bloody waste of time. And is it so hard to apologize for being LATE and LATER.

I am irritated and annoyed. And I do believe I deserve better friends than you all.

Inconsiderate. Selfish. Irresponsible. Words from your mouths are merely crap from a cat's ass.

Sometimes, I really wonder why I decide to stick to this group of friends. To be quite frank.

martin. don't talk to me no more.

The One With The Random Names

2009-04-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

The 3rd week of my RP course just ended. But there is still 3+2 weeks more to go. It is an emotional and mental torture. Of course, it is definitely a physical torture as we stuff ourselves with great food and no exercise. Trust me, we will all regret it later. Lionel was right, the FDS is not Field Defence Squadron, but rather Fat Development Squadron.

I am quite happy to be in the GOH, because at least I know that I will be able to escape having to be in SBAB twice a week. And honestly, I prefer to be attending GOH practice. And thankful, Tiong Hui joined the GOH as well. At least, I got a buddy with me there.

For the past week, me and Tiong Hui have been calling each other random names to confuse people so that they will not be able to pick up our actual name easily. It all started when one of my bunkmate called me Marcus a few times, and of course, I played along; reply when he called Marcus and act as though that was actually my name. HAHA. Tiong Hui's main name is James and Mine is Andrew. But we keep changing the names.

Oh and on Thursday, the sergents just asked simply if anyone had a problem with vulgarities as in hearing it. And this guy (whom PEOPLE thinks he is weird, but I don't want to judge him) made a big issue of how he cannot stand vulgarities and how he will lose control if he hears it too often (yes, we did ask what will happen if he lose control). And how he will lodge complaints if he hears it too often. And in conclusion, we are banned from using vulgarities in camp. But of course, there are replacement words that we can use. But once we all left the lecture room to go for dinner, a "fuck" just came out of my mouth in less than 5 secs. Sadded.

I think I need to reduce the amount of vulgarities that comes out of my mouth. I think I will try my best not to use it at all.

Well, today's Good Friday. Woke up super early because I needed to piss. I went jogging in Bishan Park while listening to Lady Gaga. Trust me, try not to listen to dance music while jogging cause you will feel like moving your hands and it will be embarassing. I tried my best not to dance along. haha. Oh and I get annoyed when joggers try to overtake me for whatever reason. I don't know why I will get annoyed but I do and I will end up sprinting off. Oh, I saw a couple, the male looks a lot like Samuel's dad and I really wanted to say hello to them, cause even the female looks like his mom, but then I notice that the female does not have the perfect skin that Sam's mom has, so yar, I think it was someone else. (Sam, show this to your mom hor!)

Also, today, I gave into Samuel's demands, and played dotA for the first time in like 3 weeks. It wasn't fun. And dotA in my opinion is really a time waster and sometimes you get annoyed with other people. Don't think I will be playing dotA for quite some time again. I am still going strong with my anti-alcohol thing, it is 2 months since I touched alcohol! Woohoo!

Cannot wait to spend my pay. I know what I want to buy and hopefully I can get them today or tomorrow. And I really should do something productive today.

martin chris.

The One Where It All Begins Again

2009-04-10T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hello. It is Martin again, getting a new blog. For some reason, I keep changing blogs. Especially when I feel sick of the old blog or it was a long time since I last blogged. I shall try to stick to this address and stop changing it. No promises though.

I am now going to change the blogskin!

martin.